The thinking problem is constantly bugging me.
It already shows in my reads.
They're changing to more like "what-i've-done-so-far" posts rather than those of "what-the-hell-is-he trying-to-say-o-m-g-he-is-so-smart-i-think".

I don't wish formyself to turn into any other blogger with MASSIVE LOADS of posts and pictures, gloating about how happening their lives are.

No Offence to some.

I know some of my friends have blog posts which are.
It's just my personal opinion.

It was an amazing feat for me to be able to clean my room today. It's damm clean now, but "i doubt it'll stay like this, i give you at most 1 week, and it'll be the same all over again." (as quoted from Hiroshi).

The exciting part is that i found my grandfather's vintage "hand-made" clock. I'm not sure if its hand-made, but it sure looks like it. You know those kind of old wind-up clocks with a pendelum ? and it makes sorta like a scary "deng!!" at every hour ? and the ticking from that clock is obviously louder than most clocks ? wa damm... i love it... makes me think of my grandfather :)

Back to the thinking problem...

I find myself laughing at stuff which i don't find funny at all...(again, no offence to some), but i'll just laugh. Somehow i'll find it funny, cause i'm actually laughing at myself kinda feeling. Really, not sure how to explain. I guess it's just kinda to give them (those who crack the "jokes") face. I'd hate to make them feel bad.

It just gets worse when it comes to school work. How am i able to come up with TONS and TONS of puns and inuendos, especially when I'm chatting with Ben. I know these "copy" ideas can be used in my works, but i just can't think of them at my fingertips. Finding myself sometimes calling Ben, and asking him whether he'd remember what i said to him at a certain time. DAYUM!!!...

Smking is killing me.
It'd better do it fast and not painfully(slow).
I don't think I can stand this lack of "thinking power".
I'm already doubting i had it at all.

Kooch out