tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-61412732011-04-22T05:25:04.018+08:00Everyone needs a lil' Hedam·biv·a·lent (adj.) m-bv-lnt
am·biva·lent·ly (adv.)
characterized by a mixture of opposite feelings or attitudes; "she felt ambivalent about his proposal"; "an ambivalent position on rent control" 2: uncertain or unable to decide about what course to follow; "was ambivalent about having children"Kooichihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04035718017344169561noreply@blogger.comBlogger1311100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6141273.post-20166567983077993932009-06-02T14:02:00.002+08:002009-06-02T14:27:25.632+08:00What is your current obsession?Need to find ways and means to get more spending power.What is your weirdest obsession?I go into stand-by mode.What are you wearing today?Army Pixelized Camouflage Uniform with Combat Boots. (so cool)What’s for dinner today?Whatever the aunty cooks.Why is today special?Because i get to live another day.What would you like to learn to do?Capture the hearts minds and Kooichihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04035718017344169561noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6141273.post-79988261468688636612008-08-25T23:54:00.001+08:002008-08-25T23:55:46.048+08:00i know most of, the 46million of, you would've already seen this video. But it still cracks me up nonetheless, i hope it cracks you up too as well.Kooch OutKooichihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04035718017344169561noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6141273.post-38301302844282460492008-08-05T03:20:00.003+08:002008-08-05T03:37:11.900+08:00Fate, and his good friend Karma, has terribly been playing a cruel game with me.I lost a few things these month alone.My brother's watch, which i stupidly took off to play a game while killing time for the movie as i did not want to go and smoke, and i left it there by accident.A coin purse from japan. I really Have no friken idea how i lost it. and i only realise it when i stepped into the Kooichihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04035718017344169561noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6141273.post-26849722255303919532008-07-17T02:10:00.003+08:002008-07-17T02:25:19.024+08:00So here the story goes.Yea i know that there hasn't been updates.Alot of things have been happening lately, sadly it's mostly depressing stuff which i won't ever want to bore you guys with. Those people who have been around me these few weeks know what has been happening.two nights back i got affected by a triple whammy.3 seperate incidents which coincidentally decided to fall within a 24hr Kooichihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04035718017344169561noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6141273.post-42567835700517984942008-06-13T18:39:00.003+08:002008-06-13T18:51:00.614+08:00I've been having a reoccuring dream these past few months. It has been bothering me for some time already.It involves swimming underwater, jumping through dark clouds as though trying to run away from a storm i had to jump because the entire area was littered with broken glass and when i wan running, i was not able to make my feet move as fast as i wanted them to.So i went to search the meaning Kooichihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04035718017344169561noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6141273.post-18326826771552631252008-05-13T02:48:00.002+08:002008-05-13T02:51:14.517+08:00sch's over.army's comin.flying off to bkk this wed for a week.taiwan is still cemented in my mind, but i guess no one's interested.damm...i think i go alone la...like real.(actually if i really want to go i'd do it)Kooch out.Kooichihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04035718017344169561noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6141273.post-24072105809345768462008-04-22T13:42:00.001+08:002008-04-22T13:43:15.615+08:00YA MAAAN...Ja'h be wit you.Kooch out.Kooichihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04035718017344169561noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6141273.post-88287490757151964712008-04-22T02:51:00.003+08:002008-04-22T02:55:21.605+08:00i don't know why,but i'm so fuggin pissed at everything else."To a world that never appreciated shit, you can suck my dick if you fucking like it."FFFFFFFFFFFFFfFFFFFFUU UUUU UUUU UUUU UU UU UU UUU CCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCC CCCCKK KKKK KKKKKKKK KKKK KKKK KK -INGPISSED.i think i need to stop listening to koRn.Kooch outKooichihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04035718017344169561noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6141273.post-52442347019428821962008-04-18T03:42:00.001+08:002008-04-18T03:43:51.475+08:00'N sync - GoneI've been sitting hereCan't get you off my mindI've tried my best to be a man and be strongI drove myself insaneWishing I could touch your faceBut the truth remains,you're...GoneYou're, goneBaby your, goneYou're goneBaby girl you're, goneYou're, goneYou're...classic. the lyrics sums it all up.KoochOutKooichihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04035718017344169561noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6141273.post-48770319419429674012008-03-31T20:36:00.002+08:002008-03-31T20:39:16.033+08:00DISAPPOINTED.Ran until i injured myself.Guess shouldn't have pushed myself so hard.Going to see the doctor tomorrow afternoon.Hope I can run again.Kooch Out.Kooichihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04035718017344169561noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6141273.post-29528543775209213092008-02-29T04:01:00.002+08:002008-02-29T04:03:23.673+08:00Recently alot of people have started wearing these kinda glasses if you've noticed.I wonder if they really are what they are...Kooch out.Kooichihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04035718017344169561noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6141273.post-10798545102786825962008-02-28T06:47:00.002+08:002008-02-28T06:49:00.932+08:00haha, i don't know why, but i think this is funny enough to be posted up.http://psychedelic-allure.blogspot.com/2008_02_01_archive.htmltoo tired to continue posting the rest of this fruitful day. esp after mahjong.so...Kooch out..Kooichihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04035718017344169561noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6141273.post-63450146910825624802008-02-21T00:31:00.001+08:002008-02-21T00:32:41.832+08:00Vote for Singapore to be placed on monopoly's world edition !!http://www.monopolyworldvote.com/en_SG/worldSINGAPORE BOLEH !kooch outKooichihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04035718017344169561noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6141273.post-9139242950275906232008-02-15T04:18:00.002+08:002008-02-15T04:21:45.555+08:00Happy "overated holiday" Valentines' DayHad something surprising planned today but didn't manage to pull it off.Ahh... what the heck...Better luck next time Kooch.Sorry I was late.Kooch out.Kooichihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04035718017344169561noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6141273.post-19842716248328163562008-02-13T23:44:00.003+08:002008-02-13T23:48:07.554+08:00I found this video strangely educational. I had no idea anyone in canada spoke french. But however as they claimed, they are not canadian.and you can be a movie producer HERE today.Kooch OutKooichihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04035718017344169561noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6141273.post-43074212400436853222008-02-05T02:16:00.000+08:002008-02-05T02:34:11.656+08:00The thinking problem is constantly bugging me.It already shows in my reads.They're changing to more like "what-i've-done-so-far" posts rather than those of "what-the-hell-is-he trying-to-say-o-m-g-he-is-so-smart-i-think".I don't wish formyself to turn into any other blogger with MASSIVE LOADS of posts and pictures, gloating about how happening their lives are.No Offence to some.I know some of my Kooichihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04035718017344169561noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6141273.post-20709669077634902912008-02-04T01:07:00.000+08:002008-02-04T01:30:28.486+08:00I can't think very well, recently.Ideas fall short of execution or they just end up running dry.I somehow feel that it is linked to smoking.Like as though the nicotine is killing my brain cells.Carpe Diem.Kooch out..Kooichihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04035718017344169561noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6141273.post-24584521433292401902008-01-31T01:02:00.001+08:002008-01-31T01:04:11.064+08:00This video made me smile :)Kooch OuttKooichihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04035718017344169561noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6141273.post-56521682787524799812008-01-29T18:03:00.001+08:002008-01-29T18:35:36.702+08:00I know it's been kinda late for a new year entry. I didn't see a point to it anyway. I have got no other resolutions other than try to be a nice asshole this year.Oxymoronic, i know.National Service would help me get rid of the flabs this year anyways.I've been writing more often in my diaries rather than posting up on the blog as sometimes the feeling to write is just there but the only thing Kooichihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04035718017344169561noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6141273.post-71706715691409113242007-12-21T08:51:00.000+08:002007-12-21T08:57:49.970+08:00Alright! my dustbin is now availible for voting !please head here http://contest.omy.sg/contest/creative/vote.htmlFill in your details and vote for dustbin B18 "The Earth Is Not Your Dustbin".One person is only eligible to vote once so grab your parent's and brothers and sister's and relative's and friends' ICs and fill in those blanks !!Remember it's B18Kooch outKooichihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04035718017344169561noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6141273.post-61520194366807789032007-12-08T06:42:00.001+08:002007-12-08T06:42:47.954+08:00Kooichihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04035718017344169561noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6141273.post-45105363822219191372007-12-07T05:10:00.000+08:002007-12-07T05:20:23.846+08:00Just got back home from painting the final and 2nd dustbin.It was a long and gruelling week of painting dustbins and bronchital-coughs.Am glad that me youngest brother could help.I felt very satisfied after finishing the 2nd dusbin, that a new idea poped into my head, but t'was too late too execute anyway.So now here I am, with my hands all covered in paint. My throat would have gotten a 6pack byKooichihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04035718017344169561noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6141273.post-36459131990530726582007-12-05T04:27:00.000+08:002007-12-05T04:38:19.669+08:00This feeling, i really don't know how to describe.My heart feel very heavy.I keep on thinking yet, I am not sure of what am I suppose to be thinking about.I keep asking myself questions on why I feel this way, even when I know these questions will never be answered.Stress is getting to me at the wrong time.Sometimes I really hate myself for putting myself through this.It's like an insatiable Kooichihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04035718017344169561noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6141273.post-59601459270265292462007-11-29T06:04:00.000+08:002007-11-29T06:24:38.874+08:00Just got back from cycling. Went around bishan park -> ang mo kio -> thompson rd -> marymount -> balestier -> novena -> balestier -> toapayoh -> home.All in 2 hours with about 30mins of wasted time trying to cross traffic lights. You don't even get that far around in a bus that fast. damm i'm boasting.I used to cycle in bigger groups with LK, Ben Ho, LL, IZ, same ol buddies la.But i kinda learnt Kooichihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04035718017344169561noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6141273.post-64801009876202767872007-11-27T01:58:00.000+08:002007-11-27T02:08:47.764+08:00Money makes the world go round. It is a comodity that we will never have enough of. What a pity.I think i need to clean my room soon.Assessment is over and i have nothing to do. I don't think i'll be getting a job this holidays.It's my last month of a "holiday", as after this last semester i'll be going off to serve the nation, and i don't wish to spend it working my ass off. I guess i'll just Kooichihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04035718017344169561noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6141273.post-12915410160189440342007-11-24T22:15:00.001+08:002007-11-24T22:18:09.336+08:00dance dance dance.Kooichihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04035718017344169561noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6141273.post-46827906932119813862007-11-23T03:28:00.001+08:002007-11-23T03:29:19.259+08:00New site. Spent about 2 hours ? i love you John Maeda ! haha...lemme tweak it b4 i post again.kooch outKooichihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04035718017344169561noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6141273.post-78081282154603443182007-11-18T23:31:00.000+08:002007-11-18T23:44:52.619+08:00i miss the hair i had in my blog's main picture.Kooch outKooichihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04035718017344169561noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6141273.post-33892594634717654782007-10-04T21:32:00.000+08:002007-10-04T21:35:39.619+08:00"Love looks not with the eyes, but with the mind. And therefore is wing'd cupid painted blind."William ShakespearA midsummer night's dreamKooch outKooichihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04035718017344169561noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6141273.post-24671166003406958772007-09-14T00:11:00.000+08:002007-09-14T00:24:40.756+08:00I suddenly feel very disconnected from this world.Somehow i believe that it is a series of "karmic" consequences that had befell on me due to certain reasons of actions that i have commited this few weeks.Either that.Or it's just my own imagination.Being in this (semi)reclusive state has depressed me much.Probably it's sort of like a forced depression. Or does it come in phases ?Other than the Kooichihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04035718017344169561noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6141273.post-82678301255751620042007-08-22T02:28:00.000+08:002007-08-22T03:32:06.644+08:00Our life is a movieAnd that is so true.Every period that we go through is just like a particular scene in a movie. With a starting and an ending, throw in a sub-climax just to spice things up.There are villians and there are the co-stars.Those that make this particular movie interesting, improving the geist of it all.Then we have the Directors.Those that guide you and lead you. If not, in the Kooichihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04035718017344169561noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6141273.post-60847270784548184852007-08-15T01:52:00.000+08:002007-08-15T01:54:44.744+08:00school has started again.got to visit phillipines and m'sia during the holis.that hiatus of posting seemed to be quite, well, relaxing.another period of my endless depression has begun once more.kooch outKooichihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04035718017344169561noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6141273.post-83738812818139203812007-06-08T01:40:00.000+08:002007-06-08T01:52:14.371+08:00i've been working too much i guess.2 weeks in a row.the money's goodbut my life's not.i just got my double eyebag, from all those late nights and early mornings.But, i just love working there at shangri la.there's so much team spirit around that you'll never feel as though you're just one person working alone, but as a department.i've finally found some one that i trully love.you see that person Kooichihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04035718017344169561noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6141273.post-44281835304851303542007-05-23T22:05:00.000+08:002007-05-23T22:31:36.177+08:00damm, not a few posts away and i'm sick again.been workin too much i guess..everytime when i go to work, the sky'll be darkand only when it gets dark again then i'll end.always wondered whenever i'll get the chance to see the light of day.until i got sick.anyway, let's talk about karma.it couldn't have affected me in any way more apparent then what happened yesterday.after takin a swim on monday,Kooichihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04035718017344169561noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6141273.post-74430666848835860772007-05-15T01:00:00.000+08:002007-05-15T01:02:05.612+08:00Kaiser Chiefs - Rubystuck in my head...Ruuuuby ruby ruby ruby !!!AHhhh Ahhhhhhhh......even the music video is funny.Where has my metal days gone to ?? my gosh...Kooch out.Kooichihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04035718017344169561noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6141273.post-63689190913011640602007-05-03T12:02:00.000+08:002007-05-03T14:02:27.716+08:00yea, i know i haven't been blogging as regularly as i should be. But we're all not obliged to do so aren't we ? so what's been happening. well roughly. finished my 2nd year at lasalle. and now currently we're havin holidays. i cut my hair so short now that i look like some sort of butch. (no offence to those out there), well i can't help it if i do have adrogynous features. it's something that i Kooichihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04035718017344169561noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6141273.post-23562167708277529832007-03-08T18:33:00.000+08:002007-03-08T18:38:30.311+08:00Down with the sickness, oooh wa ah wa ah.I think it's because of helping JJ's dad shift his office/workshop. It suddenly rained on us, but as usual, stubborn as we are, just continued to work in the rain. All the while to and fro from Alvin's place, and constantly in the rain.Ter's gettin way better now. Wonder when will he be able to come back to sch.Nose' stuffy, voice hollowed, and i feel likeKooichihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04035718017344169561noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6141273.post-81663709100381571472007-03-03T05:31:00.000+08:002007-03-03T05:41:19.470+08:00Met up wiv ma homies from Np.Man ! haven't seen them in a while.I dropped by at the end of their prom nite cuz darren asked me to go along clubbinf with them.and as usual they've always been the fun pack,no regrets.Not much has changed since i left NP. Change meaning the people i'm with. well, was with. They're all still the same peepz i used to hang out wit and all. Maybe just their dressing andKooichihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04035718017344169561noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6141273.post-23165585047874355252007-03-01T13:01:00.000+08:002007-03-01T13:11:29.482+08:00This post was actually meant for yesterday, but i was so friggin tired, i decided to do it today after i woke up instead. Finally got a "at least got some standard" camera bag from cumpler, the previous ones i had were too small and the zip couldn't work. This pissed me of seriously when i was running throught the rain and my camera got wet. it was beginning of project week, and we were doing Kooichihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04035718017344169561noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6141273.post-35971415884895708112007-02-11T23:04:00.000+08:002007-02-11T04:26:25.891+08:00And i thought saturday was bad.Get well soon Terence.We're all waiting for you.Kooch outKooichihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04035718017344169561noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6141273.post-69435884748184677172007-02-11T04:15:00.000+08:002007-02-01T06:58:47.660+08:00Saturday was a bad day.Woke up kinda late to find my relatives in my untidied house.with my grandma helping to iron clothes wth...i had stuff planned for today man. i like wanted to go down to town to get my art materials for my zine. then probably head down to china town to do some CNY shopping and check out the new fred perry stall. (man i hate CNY). get a new 50mm lense for my camera. and Kooichihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04035718017344169561noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6141273.post-64113604865268174432007-02-01T06:37:00.000+08:002007-02-01T06:57:07.186+08:00I haven't had enough time to blog.Or rather, nothing to blog about.I do not know what is happening to me. I'm missing classes and seem to have lost my motivation to study. I thought I was still in a holiday mood, but that wasn't even a factor to consider. All I know is that i've gotta really buck the fuck up, and not fall too far behind my projects. Being in a new class is already hard enough forKooichihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04035718017344169561noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6141273.post-1169066349151257872007-01-18T04:02:00.000+08:002007-01-18T04:39:16.453+08:00Here comes the time of the year once more.A time when it reminds you of your past endeavours.While celebrating to forget that time has not been gentle on you.Friends made Love lost, all come in part and parcel.All proportionate to the amount of birthday wishes you get.Yes.It's birthdays.It kind of saddens me that friends and family I know of, are yet to wish me. I don't blame them, I'm not the Kooichihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04035718017344169561noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6141273.post-1168607166099451482007-01-12T21:05:00.000+08:002007-01-12T21:06:06.100+08:00Deleted postKooichihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04035718017344169561noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6141273.post-1168446378080780252007-01-11T00:08:00.000+08:002007-01-11T00:26:18.100+08:00i'm so disappointed.leave me alone.kooch outKooichihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04035718017344169561noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6141273.post-1167672002844957452007-01-02T01:17:00.000+08:002007-01-02T01:20:02.860+08:00Have you ever felt as though everyone was lying to you ? but you might have never known thr truth yourself ? in a state of helplessness lost in an abyss of abstract thoughts plaguing your wandering mind.life in blanktime gone*blink*kooch outKooichihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04035718017344169561noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6141273.post-1166977757246941442006-12-25T00:27:00.000+08:002006-12-25T00:29:17.256+08:00Went to shanghai tan today. took loads of pictures.bored now.so do a LiL' entry.Merry FXXKing Christmas to one and all.Hope y'all have a FXXKing good time during this holiday season.and FXXK LASALLEKooch outKooichihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04035718017344169561noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6141273.post-1166934368801679822006-12-24T11:59:00.000+08:002006-12-24T12:26:08.836+08:00China's been good to me so far. until now.something of which i do not wish to go into details of.Been taking alot of useless photos. so far i have not seen anything interesting to photograph.most of the people who issue me work at my workplace are now on holiday. i guess it's gonna be a free week. Until i had to be a itchy backside and step into another project. oh well, i'd rather have some workKooichihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04035718017344169561noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6141273.post-1166106889082026892006-12-14T21:58:00.000+08:002006-12-14T22:34:49.100+08:00SPICY SHANGHAIor not.The food is nowhere spicy. Even if the ladies here are. No chilli sauce. When they say Curry chicken rice. they really mean curry. no spicy curry rice. dammed !! i want to eat my french fries with chilli sauce la !! shanghai-ers really can't take spicy. i went to lunch with a few of my colleagues once, i mostly eat alone, they ordered this spicy dish and asked the chef to putKooichihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04035718017344169561noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6141273.post-1165684750490661092006-12-10T01:03:00.000+08:002006-12-10T01:19:10.506+08:00It has been raining the past few days, thus the temperature has been dropping as much as the tears from the sky. Went to work today, eventhough it was a saturday."i love my job.""i love my job.""i love my job.""i love my job.""i love my job.""i love my job.""i love my job.""i love my job.""i love my job.""i love my job."Yes, in a weird way, i do love my job. Eventhough i have a tough time with Kooichihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04035718017344169561noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6141273.post-1165337017705933782006-12-06T00:37:00.000+08:002006-12-06T00:43:37.740+08:00Good thing today i needed not hustle with the rush hour traffic crowd, my boss told me to come to work later than usual. well i went back later than usual as well. workload's just came in. so i guess it's back to those sleepless nights. that i have. i'm kinda afraid to tell my boss that i'm actually quite stuck, no idea, my mind is blank. she seems to have put high hopes on me, i'll try my best Kooichihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04035718017344169561noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6141273.post-1165251043417553712006-12-05T00:29:00.000+08:002006-12-05T00:50:43.450+08:00Gah, unreliable as usual. (not like mine at home is) The electricity blew, when i was typing half way, and my laptop shut down, wasting all my effort. See la, the electricity trip make me lazy to type already. now all i have to say is that i hate taking public transport, if you think rush hour in singapore is crazy. i think not. you'd better keep your comments to yourself first before u come to Kooichihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04035718017344169561noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6141273.post-1165082730124028592006-12-03T01:50:00.000+08:002006-12-03T02:05:30.166+08:00china is cold, esp the internet connection. i clicked on "new post" and it finally loaded after 15mins. looks like every time i blog i must make it fruitful. It's 9 degrees here right now. nothing keeps me warm like smoking. i'e already felt as though i've put on weight. my dad is so cool, he like got to know a couple of china's version of "ah bengs" and now whenever we walk at the "area that Kooichihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04035718017344169561noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6141273.post-1164289139313905812006-11-23T21:38:00.000+08:002006-11-23T21:38:59.323+08:00just got a call,looks like my eye brows are there to stay.Kooch outKooichihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04035718017344169561noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6141273.post-1164282514211177652006-11-23T19:43:00.000+08:002006-11-23T19:48:34.226+08:00WHY hasn't the china company reply me yet ?!!?!?!they are killing me with anxiousness.if i don't get to go, i'd probably shave my eyebrows.heard that there was an applicant before me.so it's either him/her or me.i went back to shangri-la to work.and i'm starting to feel money in my wallet againeven though today's only my officail 1st day back.it's been fun.c'mon it's shang, it's always fun. (onlyKooichihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04035718017344169561noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6141273.post-1164169280278440642006-11-22T12:07:00.000+08:002006-11-22T12:21:20.306+08:00Why does my mother always have to argue with me about the smallest things ? I cannot believe how she is unable to comprehend what i am trying to tell her, and to always take it in a way that i am being rude ? all i was tryin to do was to show, her the wrongs of her ways. not saying that i'm always right. we're human beings we're not perfect. so even if she is my mother, what makes her more Kooichihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04035718017344169561noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6141273.post-1163934370655774192006-11-19T19:05:00.000+08:002006-11-19T19:06:10.656+08:00i know it looks DAMM emo, give me awhile while i think up of something for the header pic.kooch outKooichihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04035718017344169561noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6141273.post-1163613580849122432006-11-16T01:50:00.000+08:002006-11-16T01:59:40.863+08:00i think i'm posting too regularly. it's ok i guess. just got a call from china from my dad. haven't seen in a while already. glad to have done some catching up with him. funny how every call he makes he has something for me installed. like previously he called and told me that he had just sent 3 tshirts over. they haven't arrived yet but can't wait to see what he defines as "nice", and that i'll Kooichihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04035718017344169561noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6141273.post-1163107494575496962006-11-10T05:23:00.000+08:002006-11-10T05:35:06.796+08:00"Sometimes even music cannot substitute for tears."-Paul SimonSomething tells me that i should stop reading Reader's Digest. I seem to be only finding the "emo" quotes from it. But hell, they sure have great jokes and heartwarming stories. Not to count out the usual informative articles they have written in there. Been so busy with my batucada band, having performances 2 - 3 times a week on Kooichihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04035718017344169561noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6141273.post-1162743952583211942006-11-06T00:23:00.000+08:002006-11-06T00:25:52.596+08:00How aware are we of our own inner life, our spirituality--something so intangible yet so priceless? How much effort do we make to perceive that which is not obvious, which can neither be seen nor heard? I believe the exploration and enrichment of the human spirit is what determines our very humanity. Such enrichment provides an inner compass that can lead civilizations to greatness.Kooichihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04035718017344169561noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6141273.post-1162546494946677802006-11-03T17:30:00.000+08:002006-11-03T17:34:54.956+08:00the world could be a better place, if only we'd start realising it.KoochoutKooichihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04035718017344169561noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6141273.post-1162318611772198462006-11-01T02:14:00.000+08:002006-11-01T02:26:04.120+08:00People, including friends, can be so ungrateful at times.Yet i still comply.am i too nice ? should i buy you ice ? think u mariah, fly thru twice.Being nice really doesn't pay.Kooch outstill have loads of resubmissions due tmlKooichihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04035718017344169561noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6141273.post-1162246582023612262006-10-31T06:14:00.000+08:002006-10-31T23:09:42.530+08:00"The definition of a beautiful woman is one whose love i reciprocate."Kooch OutKooichihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04035718017344169561noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6141273.post-1161580278754152982006-10-23T13:09:00.000+08:002006-10-23T13:22:50.490+08:00it's been a week since i touched ciggs. i have touched them la, but u know what i mean. now when i'm stressed i have no idea what to do. i think about what to do to relieve the stress and i get stressed thinking about it. go figure.i just woke up, just had another dream.Why am i suddenly always dreaming of the people close to me. Yet in the dream, they are not. sorry people, i shall not Kooichihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04035718017344169561noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6141273.post-1161097953294162442006-10-17T23:05:00.000+08:002006-10-17T23:12:33.333+08:00i feel that my style of writing has been getting very selfish. my views have become less opinionated and most of what i write about is myself, like as though being in such a pitiful state. Well, i have to say, i can't blame everything on the haze but, with the deadly combination of the haze + heavy workload + some procession going on downstairs which involve burning stuff + no smoking (2 days Kooichihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04035718017344169561noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6141273.post-1160929619665239602006-10-16T00:19:00.000+08:002006-10-16T00:26:59.680+08:00i've lost the ability to write like i used to. I don't know how to explain it but i just feel so. I'm trying to get rid of this emotional turmoil that i'm in now. it's probably the haze doing this to me. health wise i've noticed that my smoking habit is getting from bad to worse. for a period of one week it was a pack a day. how did i do that ? all i know is that i didn't smoke today. i witheld Kooichihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04035718017344169561noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6141273.post-1160898674472966272006-10-15T15:49:00.000+08:002006-10-15T15:51:14.483+08:00JJ made my day... thanks man...push the buttons at the right time..Kooichihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04035718017344169561noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6141273.post-1160502283379341792006-10-11T01:31:00.000+08:002006-10-11T01:44:43.413+08:00i feel so dry.sucked dry.of inspiration.i am a void.like outerspace.i am nothing.and nothing else matters.the days are long and the nights are still days.like a spec of dust floating aimlessly.everything is around me.but nothing matters to meneither does anything take me in the matter of fact.i am alone.all alone.even if anything else.everyone's voices are silenced.colours turn to black white andKooichihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04035718017344169561noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6141273.post-1159448889690142872006-09-28T21:07:00.000+08:002006-09-28T21:08:09.700+08:00i need a hug.Kooch outKooichihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04035718017344169561noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6141273.post-1159304150316442362006-09-27T04:55:00.000+08:002006-09-27T04:55:50.320+08:00i had a dream, found it immensely interesting.it was about my class.I was holding my classical guitar waiting in the airport.i met hervi to do some thing, for some reason she was constantly giving the cold shoulder.i think it was because we missed our flight.then i was suppoosed to trade the guitar with raz who was holding a acoustic guitar. but i met them by just walking to a lower floorbut he Kooichihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04035718017344169561noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6141273.post-1158441675399499722006-09-17T05:14:00.000+08:002006-09-17T05:21:15.446+08:00The fishing trip was cancelled last minute so the remaining few of us decided to take a drive down to mustafa centre. I had lost my favourite pen and i was frantic. lol how immature. It's funny how the moustache seems to be drawn to make it look more "indian" The kinds of inuedos brands are suggesting these days are just hillarious.Well got my pen, i'm not "frantic" anymore.It's late, i'm Kooichihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04035718017344169561noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6141273.post-1158427455748896492006-09-17T00:43:00.000+08:002006-09-17T01:24:16.690+08:00Ever felt that the world wide web was just not wide enough ? Finding yourself staring into empty spaces of the screen as the cursor on the search bar clicks away, waiting for words to be typed. I have. It seems as though we're never contented with what we have. You can say that we'll never be contented.you think you know who i ambut what you see might just be a shama wolf cloaked in sheeps Kooichihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04035718017344169561noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6141273.post-1157392859215709302006-09-05T01:59:00.000+08:002006-09-05T02:00:59.226+08:00"The world has lost a great wildlife icon, a passionate conservationist and one of the proudest dads on the planet. He died doing what he loved best and left this world in a happy and peaceful state of mind"Reuters.\m/ rock on steve.Kooch outKooichihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04035718017344169561noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6141273.post-1157050055695225032006-09-01T02:44:00.000+08:002006-09-01T02:47:35.736+08:00With a cigarette in my handBreathing the smoke that comes with a brandOn the stairs outside, it's 4.30amMy body is tired,My mind is weak,My eyes are open,I cannot sleep.The wind is cold,It chills me so,but this is not a contemplation of a suicidal soul.So sleep fool,For in this wake i will drool.For sleep is nothing,It's just time I'm wasting.Kooichihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04035718017344169561noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6141273.post-1156185107449084182006-08-22T02:14:00.000+08:002006-08-22T02:31:47.476+08:00My mom once said," Life goes in the fast lane the moment you hit 20."At first i didn't really believe her, but of course moms know best.I had no idea it was already the 4/5th week of school. Felt like as though i only started school. Holidays were probably way to long. Whatever the case, the problem of holding a job, even though i only work for 4 hours in the afternoon on selected days, is Kooichihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04035718017344169561noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6141273.post-1155492714049678372006-08-14T01:52:00.000+08:002006-08-14T02:11:54.070+08:00From when you were just a little squirt. They taught you to let your seats to the elderly and pregnant women while in the trains or buses.They should have added one more."Let your seats to people who are obviously being overburdened by the stuff that they are carrying, ESPECIALLY IF THEY SEEM OBVIOUSLY TIRED To YOU, CARRYING 3 BAGS and ANOTHER ONE ON THE HAND"S'poreans, Get real.Don't be so Kooichihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04035718017344169561noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6141273.post-1155315422230161962006-08-12T00:55:00.000+08:002006-08-12T00:57:02.246+08:00i cannot believe that i actually cried during "click"i believe in piracy.dun ask me how.ok, honestly, not really CRY, but my eyes did swell up with tears.oh god, i'm such a wuss.Kooichihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04035718017344169561noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6141273.post-1155246426082921522006-08-11T05:42:00.000+08:002006-08-11T05:47:06.100+08:00I'm feeling so depressed.I'm at a moment right here where I have lost the words to say.I think most of my emotions have been expressed through my photographs.a picture indeed is a thousand words.but it takes more than just a view of a photograph to understand the photographer.it's funny how you'll never be in your own photographs.i suddenly feel so melodramatic.gd nite.Kooch outKooichihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04035718017344169561noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6141273.post-1153641991677224242006-07-23T16:05:00.000+08:002006-07-23T16:06:31.690+08:00i'll take back what i said about baybeats.you haven't seen wild until you see underground.Kooichihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04035718017344169561noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6141273.post-1153074338644478042006-07-17T02:02:00.000+08:002006-07-17T02:25:38.726+08:00Ok, let's talk about MUSIC.Just came back from 2 days of bay beats. yea, bay beats is actually 3 days, but due to certain circumstances i was only able to make it for the other 2 days. Good thing though, cuz most"reviews" about the 1st day was BAD. The second day was good, the last day was even better. Electrico was damm good, the had very good showmanship. The crowd for Plain Sunset was Crazy. Kooichihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04035718017344169561noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6141273.post-1151021478179547652006-06-23T07:47:00.000+08:002006-06-23T08:11:18.190+08:00Was doing a charity gig along Orchard Rd, and they had this saying which goes something like this: " To the World, you are just one person; but to that one person, you are the world". It really got me thinking how just one person can make a difference in another person's life, or rather, a difference in the world.(Usually when i'm blogging, i'll play some emo chinese love song)Yea, as surprising Kooichihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04035718017344169561noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6141273.post-1149196725549666852006-06-02T04:56:00.000+08:002006-06-02T05:18:45.563+08:00I am such a bum.This entry is especially for my 2 darling daughters Hervi and Vanessa. Who are constantly telling me to update.Holidays are long and cruel. I do complain alot i admit it, well it's just my way of getting issues off my chest, by vocalising them out. During the holidays, i've been complaining about my cash-strapped situation, having to depend on a measly allowance from my mother. Kooichihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04035718017344169561noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6141273.post-1146877614514484242006-05-06T08:45:00.000+08:002006-05-06T09:06:54.533+08:00It rained in the morning, don't u just love that cool feeling when u wake up in the morning? Struggling to get out of bed. Those pillows sure looked tempting, luckily it's saturday. voting day.You must have read up alot on the elections already, so i shall spare you all the details and get down to the corny bits.WHAT IF...Singapore had a change of government ? Just for the fun of it i would like Kooichihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04035718017344169561noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6141273.post-1146864707221525582006-05-06T05:28:00.000+08:002006-05-06T05:32:23.896+08:00wow, my life is so excitingwent to malaysia had a nice dinner of beggar's chicken and crayfishwent back homewent to fish at pierce reserviorcaught some fish raph called the peacock bass and soon hockall no larger then your thumband a snail as big as a 50cent coin ( if the 50cents was spherical)so exciting,SHIT, there goes my right index finger.i'm rotting so badly, urghi have no mood to put any "Kooichihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04035718017344169561noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6141273.post-1146176463424673182006-04-28T06:06:00.000+08:002006-04-28T06:21:03.436+08:00QUIT SMOKING ?ME?probably, or rather, just slow down on the sticks. i'm starting to feel the financial strain on me. so i'm downgrading from a regular smoker to a scocial smoker. More like what gary is (meow), but not like him always taking cigarettes from ppl. maybe only smoke when i club. or drink. that's all. yeap, i can do it ;D and hopefully, eventually quit smoking. i'm sure loads of ppl Kooichihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04035718017344169561noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6141273.post-1144965206830749972006-04-14T05:38:00.000+08:002006-04-14T05:53:26.890+08:00CHECK YOURSELF B4 U WRECK YOURSELFjust received this in the mail.---------------JANUARY BABY--------------------pretty/handsome. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Sensitive. Down-to-Earth.Stubborn. Repost this in 5 mins and you will meet someone new in 8 days that will perfectly balance your personality.----------FEBRUARY BABY -------Kooichihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04035718017344169561noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6141273.post-1143923876082667092006-04-02T04:37:00.000+08:002006-04-02T04:37:56.083+08:00Kooch out. die pat..... both of u.Kooichihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04035718017344169561noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6141273.post-1143923822851824302006-04-02T04:22:00.000+08:002006-04-02T04:37:02.866+08:00i suddenlly feel overwhelmed to blog.i realise that dota has ruined my life.but it's not because of dota that i'm behind on my work.it's because of my pure laziness.i've got to suffer for 2 more weeks of datelines and submissions before my almost 3 months holidays hit me.ps: ange, i want to go to bali, sounds damm fun. find more ppl first i dun wanna go juz with u and your bf.looking forward to Kooichihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04035718017344169561noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6141273.post-1139515614269092712006-02-10T03:42:00.000+08:002006-02-10T04:06:54.336+08:00It's Never too late... (to post)...for homework; still trying to complete for visual studies and loads of other overdue homewkr due to chingay ...T_T. Done with filming though, for media arts class, all wraped up within 2 hours at a vacant floor of gary's dad office building, had to seek permission of the landlord though... johnny liu, nice old dood. The video- an advertisment- we're doin is on Kooichihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04035718017344169561noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6141273.post-1139256841193286302006-02-07T03:54:00.000+08:002006-02-07T04:14:01.263+08:00Spur of the moment.Sure has been awhile since i last updated my blog; reason being that i did not feel the need to. Other than the fact that my friendster got tampered with, after i forgot to log out. It's ok with me, cause firstly i personally found it quite funny, and secondly i would have done the same, thirdly, the next time i come across an "un-logged-out" friendster acc. i think i'll just Kooichihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04035718017344169561noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6141273.post-1138055440812584692006-01-24T06:21:00.000+08:002006-01-24T06:30:40.823+08:00Painting is fun, it makes me HAPPY :DDota is fun, only when u are winning :DPrintmaking is interesting, only on t-shirts :DBlogs are hard to read, only on my laptop :Desp. My Bro's and NuNu's and Vannie's and Vera's and Eepei'sMy eyes are killing me, reading all those fonts, can't seem to change em, their blogs always look better on other computers.it's late, in a way early, gg dwn to meet iz andKooichihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04035718017344169561noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6141273.post-1137522592399806512006-01-18T02:02:00.000+08:002006-01-18T02:29:52.450+08:00Wow, i'm already 20and realising i have yet to do anything big in my life disturbs me.just came back home from the RC corner where is painting, met raph and charles ( who conveniently brought down a bottle of chivas ), iz and jess came later, after work.while walking home, i realised that at every block where they have the stone chairs and tables there are couples all around, in sentimental Kooichihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04035718017344169561noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6141273.post-1136238542195948032006-01-03T05:31:00.000+08:002006-01-03T05:49:02.256+08:00i'm very confused on the fact that i only slept 5 hours the previous day and up till now i still don't feel sleepy.after a few tedious rounds of hopeless dota. suppossedly "accompanying" iz to study. he ended up playing instead. after doing ONE set of MCQs. great study method man. props to u.still couldn't sleep though.well, i guess must it be the realisation of a new found joy in Kooichihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04035718017344169561noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6141273.post-1136150995608846192006-01-02T05:21:00.000+08:002006-01-02T05:29:55.620+08:00i overslept...while watching the man u match only watched it until 3-1, final score was 4-1.guess i drank bailey's and chivas myself to sleep.plan to get the samsung D600, looks like a nice phone.went to work ON time...i think my bday this year will be better...feels like it...well don't feel like saying much other than the fact that narnia was not bad only at the end.but the ending sucked Kooichihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04035718017344169561noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6141273.post-1136044589827795312005-12-31T23:52:00.000+08:002005-12-31T23:56:29.836+08:00Alone at home on a new year's eve, i seriously mean alone.not a soul at home, other than my brother, whose presence seems invisible anyway, cuz he's busy.got another bottle of bailey's, thought that might bro might already have finished the 1st one.but alas he didn't.it ain't new year's yet.so chill peeps.i'll be posting again, after 12.now i'll be takin my smoke.Kooch BRBKooichihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04035718017344169561noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6141273.post-1135705906464527852005-12-28T01:51:00.000+08:002005-12-28T01:51:46.466+08:00oh yea...Kooch out.Kooichihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04035718017344169561noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6141273.post-1135705868592505742005-12-28T01:33:00.000+08:002005-12-28T01:51:08.636+08:00i was wondering how long would i have left to live while coughing out blood today.think i gotta cut down on smoking.tasted kinda sweet.like bittersweet.my younger told me that 50yrs down the road if he still gets my blowing smoke into his face, he'll smell my ass up... (yea... i didn't get what he meant either)i told him, that if i got to live that long, i'd probably let him do so even if i Kooichihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04035718017344169561noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6141273.post-1135461464150957362005-12-25T05:55:00.000+08:002005-12-25T05:57:44.150+08:00one last point."I believe in karma, so when i do all the bad things to people, i believe that they deserve it"-Jonathan Teohthis one got me laughing off my seat.Kooichihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04035718017344169561noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6141273.post-1135461236165427002005-12-25T05:33:00.000+08:002005-12-25T05:53:56.176+08:00complains asidei've been thinking.trying to find a reason why i hate x'mas, other than the small reasons.you'll never know what you have until you lose it.man, how more true can that be.my brothers, the only other ppl closest to me other than my family.2 of them got beaten and robbed of their laptops and phone.and now their exams got problem, cuz they need their laptops to study.and i juz broke Kooichihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04035718017344169561noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6141273.post-1135365976861842732005-12-24T03:25:00.000+08:002005-12-24T03:26:16.870+08:00I wrote your name in the sky,but the wind blew it away.I wrote your name in the sand,but the waves washed it away.I wrote your name in my heart,and forever it will stay.Kooichihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04035718017344169561noreply@blogger.com0